May 2012
It's rare for me to smile when alone..
hopeliesinwait:
Closet Poet Revealed: I hate it when people tell... →
closetpoetreaveled:
I hate it when people tell me to “stay strong” or “don’t worry, it gets better”
Well, that doesn’t change where I am right now That doesn’t help the feelings that plague my mind and devour my soul It provides no hope for the future because I don’t even know if there will be a future
…
I'm just so angry lately.
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I've done a lot of soul-searching lately...
And I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m not as happy or cheery as I used to be.
I’ve grown a bit darker, colder, and more serious than ever.
I guess it’s because I’ve been through a lot of shit in the past year or so…and I’ve gotten hurt more times than I can count, by people and things that I never ever thought would happen…
So I guess what...
Love is a verb, love ain’t a thing.
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I'VE GOT TWO NEW BABY COUSINS TO WELCOME INTO THE...
CONGRATULATIONS KUYA PHIL AND ATE ROSEANN!
1:59 PM: Maya Abigail (6 lbs 10.7 oz) 2:06 PM: Ava Madeline (6 lbs 3.3 oz)
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benjaminzilla asked: "Everybody should do in their lifetime, sometime, two things. One is to consider death; to observe skulls and skeletons and to wonder what it will be like to go to sleep and never wake up— never. That is a most gloomy thing for contemplation. But it’s like manure: just as manure fertilizes the plants and so on, so the contemplation of death and the acceptance of death is very...
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Seems like I'm fighting a battle with myself...
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You’re not there anymore, shoot…are we still friends?
I guess, I’ll walk away from now. And if you ever need me, I’ll be there.
But for now? Doing this? Trying to talk and have no effort whatsoever? No more of it…haha, it just hurts, to be honest…
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Oh, it's raining...what's that? Forgot an...
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A fresh start doesn't have to happen on a special...
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Dealing with death makes you think a lot about...
You see…in light of recent events, I started contemplating many things about life in and of itself; one of those things being death.
Unfortunately, I’ve dealt with death a lot more than I would have liked to in the past year or so and no matter how I try to see it, the only thing that remains true is the harsh reality that comes with dealing with death:
Everyone dies.
No matter how...
Screw the world.
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Lola Linda, you’ve been through a lot…but now…now you can rest in peace. No more pain or suffering, just the love of God and eternal rest. I hope the view is nice from up there, so watch over us.
Thank you, for everything. Rest in Peace.♥
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Freshman Year.
Sorry if I flood everyone’s dash with this…felt fitting given the circumstances.
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I’ve been out of college for the past three days and I wanted to try and write about - or at least, summarize - what my freshman year of college was for me.
So, this past year has been interesting. Unlike most, I came into college right after Nico passed away, so I guess the timing was...
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WOAAH HAHA it actually fits quite nicely!
OMFG<3
His moves when the drum riff comes in, hahahahahaha.
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Seemed like everyone was just baggin' on me...
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my god, humor me. please?
1: Full name
2: Zodiac sign
3: 3 Fears
4: 3 things I love
5: 4 turns on
6: 4 turns off
7: My best friend
8: Sexual orientation
9: My best first date
10: How tall am I
11: What do I miss
12: What time were I born
13: Favourite color
14: Do I have a crush
15: Favourite quote
16: Favourite place
17: Favourite food
18: Do I use sarcasm
19: What am I listening to right now
20: First thing I notice in new person
21: Shoe size
22: Eye color
23: Hair color
24: Favourite style of clothing
25: Ever done a prank call?
26: What colour of underwear I'm wearing now?
27: Meaning behind my URL
28: Favourite movie
29: Favourite song
30: Favourite band
31: How I feel right now
32: Someone I love
33: My current relationship status
34: My relationship with my parents
35: Favourite holiday
36: Tattoos and piercing i have
37: Tattoos and piercing i want
38: The reason I joined Tumblr
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
42: When did I last hold hands?
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?
45: Where am I right now?
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
49: Am I excited for anything?
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
55: What is something I disliked about today?
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
57: What do I think about most?
58: What’s my strangest talent?
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
61: What was the last lie I told?
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
64: Do I believe in magic?
65: Do I believe in luck?
66: What's the weather like right now?
67: What was the last book I've read?
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
69: Do I have any nicknames?
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?
71: Do I spend money or save it?
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?
74: Favourite animal?
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
78: How can you win my heart?
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
80: What is my favorite word?
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
86: What is my current desktop picture?
87: Had sex?
88: Bought condoms?
89: Gotten pregnant?
90: Failed a class?
91: Kissed a boy?
92: Kissed a girl?
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
94: Had job?
95: Left the house without my wallet?
96: Bullied someone on the internet?
97: Had sex in public?
98: Played on a sports team?
99: Smoked weed?
100: Did drugs?
101: Smoked cigarettes?
102: Drank alcohol?
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
104: Been overweight?
105: Been underweight?
106: Been to a wedding?
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
109: Been outside my home country?
110: Gotten my heart broken?
111: Been to a professional sports game?
112: Broken a bone?
113: Cut myself?
114: Been to prom?
115: Been in airplane?
116: Fly by helicopter?
117: What concerts have I been to?
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
119: Learned another language?
120: Wore make up?
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
122: Had oral sex?
123: Dyed my hair?
124: Voted in a presidential election?
125: Rode in an ambulance?
126: Had a surgery?
127: Met someone famous?
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
129: Peed outside?
130: Been fishing?
131: Helped with charity?
132: Been rejected by a crush?
133: Broken a mirror?
134: What do I want for birthday?
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
136: Was I named after anyone?
137: Do I like my handwriting?
138: What was my favourite toy as a child?
139: Favourite Tv Show?
140: Where do I want to live when older?
141: Play any musical instrument?
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
143: Favourite pizza toping?
144: Am I afraid of the dark?
145: Am I afraid of heights?
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
148: What I'm really bad at
149: What my greatest achievments are
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me
151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery
152: What do I like about myself
153: My closest Tumblr friend
154: Something I fantasise about
155: Any question you'd like
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I've gotten incredibly talented at closing off how...
This mask is a fitting one.
